Went back to work this morning, feeling washed out but thought well enough to go back. I'm in the "have to be really ill to take time off sick mould". Anyway I soon regretted it, my work computer had crashed losing all my personal info, so has had to be completely wiped. Luckily the important stuff I save on the company servers which is backed up. But it was the last thing I wanted to have to sort out this morning.

As the morning went on I felt more and more drained, and my Manager even commented how crap I looked...errr.. cheers!!! It was suggested I went home, but stupid me still thought I could get through the day. It hasn't helped that I have been off my food for last couple of days so that would have contributed...

harwood red

I know I haven't posted anything for a while. Just going through one of those phases where I wasn't sure what to put.

Have been really ill with some kind of virus this week, it attacked my joints and made me feel like crap. So this week has ended up being a bit of a non entity for me and really shi**y.

By yesterday I was feeling miles better, just a bit washed out but ready to face the world but of course with being ill, I had made no plans for the weekend.

This morning woke up feeling absolutely brilliant, had a shower, put some make up and did my hair properly.... for what!!!???!!!

No invites were forthcoming so by the end of the day was pretty miserable and it didn't help much reading...

harwood red

At work my Manager said to me today "It's like you've never been away, so glad you're back". GULP that's what I did

harwood red

The discussions were had at work and as I already knew I was told that I would be returning to my NORMAL job. What I didn't realise was that it was to happen so quickly...so today I returned back home, so to speak and it was great that so many people welcomed me back. I felt a bit at a loose end as someone has been using my desk whilst helping another dept out and my computer can't be relocated until tomorrow, so I sat at another desk and helped out with calls coming in. It was great to speak to the general public again, although some of them are a nightmare I have really missed that interaction. In fact I had what we call a screamer today, who no matter what you say they just moan, shout, swear and generally feel aggrieved by the whole world...

harwood red

did I overdo it this weekend???

I'm sat here on a monday afternoon after taking the day off work, leave not sick due to over doing it this weekend.

Don't get me wrong it was a very good weekend which involved lots of drink, dancing oh yeah ok there was the go on the karaoke too

Went out with Garinda and chav on Saturday night and had an absolute blinder. It was to celebrate the end of the review at work and I was determined to have a mad night... and mad we were . I actually felt for the first time in a long while that I completely relaxed and allowed myself to fully enjoy myself.

Since late last week I haven't had much sleep and I think along with the mad night out and general...

harwood red