Well today has been a complete failure. I'm ill, I'm upset, I don't know why I bother.

At home they whinge about you being at uni, saying you know nothing about the real world, at uni they sterotype you about where you come from and prejudge you, how do you win?

Someone has gone as far to say there is more pride in being on benefits today rather than working for less. Is that what its come to?

Should I just have a baby instead of ploughing through years of study, is that enough of an achievement now alone to gain respect in life? My grandma laughed last year when i said I was still at college, she said it was pointless and my mum went mad, and yet what i'm doing isn't the norm at all, so is she right...

I got some sleep!! The problem was spug didnt - i was shivering and so he wrapped me up in the duvet while i was asleep and got up and came back downstairs and played games on the computer and when he came up to see how i was and try and get some sleep he woke me up - this was at 6am this morning!!! So didnt get my maccydees breakfast this morning - i let him sleep and he gave me earache for it as well for not waking him up!!! It must be love!!! He also crept across the bed again - i got out of bed for self preservation - otherwise i'd have been on the floor!!! Anyway had a lazy day - read the papers, read accyweb, went to maccydees for our dinner and spug cooked tea. So third time lucky??? We'll see!!!! The shivering i think...

i didnt get any sleep last night? Before any of you lot out there who didnt clean their minds before reading this NO it wasnt that. Its Spug - he takes over the bed when hes sleeping... his head stays on the pillow but his body moves over to my side of the bed - his foot was about 3 inches away from my edge of the bed - he forced me out of bed at 5am this morning cos i rolled over and nearly fell out of bed. I did kind of get my own back on him though. When i went back to bed after sitting downstairs for an hour having a fag, reading a book and thinking of what revenge i could get on him my feet was a bit cold and when i got back into bed i put my feet on his feet and when he moved em stuck em on his leg! Soon woke him up and a drowsy...

I haven’t had much time to blog lately. The truth is that I am on nights so not much has happened except for boring work stuff. Sparks has been working damned hard and I have barely seen him. He is doing 7 day weeks from 6am til 5.30pm and is too tired to go out when he comes home. All in all, I have been feeling a bit bored and miserable…. I hate Winter.

Yesterday, Sparks finished work early and we took the opportunity to get on the bus to Manchester and go for a meal and a film. The only thing is…… we couldn’t agree on which film to see. Sparks wanted to see the new Coen Brothers film which has had rave reviews. I wasn’t so keen as I have seen trailers and didn’t fancy sitting through 2 hours of the usual Coen Brothers Banjo...

well im ere now so I might as well do a blog....its only a short one though....

Right where do i start?...emmmm, well, ya all might as well know my name, it's Jacqui



Today as been a happy day for me, been cleaning all my pictures of my kids and just thinking to myself how lucky i am to have a great guy and 2 loving kids!.....sorry was having a soft moment....empty house, only me in it!. Read some paper and magazines, waited for the snow....and waited.....and waited......
Got the post and recieved a letter "for the parent of" (my daughter)
At first I wondered what the hell it was, because i wasnt expecting anything for her. So I opened it,...