Arrrggghhh!!!

[garinda]

Managed to log on to my neice's pc, just wrote a whole entry and lost it just as l was about to post it!!!

Quick resume of the missing masterpeice-

Slept, was here by seven am to look after the two children.

They'd forgot l was coming, woke up excited to see me, gave me hugs/ told me they loved me. A total tonic.


Chatroom saga? I apologised bridges sort of built.

Accused of being like an eight year old and self pitying.

The more l thought of this, the understanding seems to be very one sided. The fact that l'll never work again and in five years time may not be able to get out of bed, speak properly or walk does frighten me. Sorry. It isn't terminal, as pointed out to me, but the future does worry me. Some people have faith, l have self pity apparently. Nice CHOICE of words.

Off to theatre tonight in Manchester.

Chatroom last night- we had webcams going. Me and new lady member. Hot night not many clothes lol. To the existing male member who couldn't remember his MSN password-TOUGH!!! You missed a right laugh.

 

[Margaret Pilkington]

Rindy...thse people/person who said you were like an 8year old, self pitying etc.......do they REALLY matter in your life......? If the answer to that question is NO, then what is the big deal.......cut and run.......and I think with your situation you are allowed a LITTLE indulgence of self pity.......but it should fit on a 7 inch plate, and not be piled too high.

In all reality, I do think that you have a lot to put up with........and in 5 years things MIGHT.....just might, be worse.......things could equally be the same.......or some brilliant boffin may have come up with something that helps your situation.

When Life gives you lemons.......make lemonade.
Love Marg x