[cashman]

my only big regret is when i was 15 i fell out with my nan,a few weeks later she had an accident and died,i was brought up with her so she was a very special lady to me,the fact that i wasn't speaking to her-and never again got to still troubled me when i was in my 40s.so if anyone is in a similar position to what i was with close family,lifes to short,make the effort,dont go many years beating yourself up.