i couldnt care less how small or tall i am, im only 5'4 and my fellas 6'4 its a pain looking up at him or when i want a kiss i do actually need a step ladder but when we argue im the biggest as he doesnt like it when i stress.
But the thing that does bother me is my weight! im very slim and am a size 6 can fit into a size 8 and over the moon when its a size 10. how people can say to me i wish i had your figure really need to actually look hard at themselves and really wish they werent my size. i have a very high metabolism and eat like a bloody horse but its impossible for me to put weight on! I find it hard to buy clothes,fit into things that i really want and im not very confident about myself at all. it gets to me so much that when i am shopping for clothes i actually cry as it really upsets me. if i were bigger then i wouldnt bother as much but i just wish people who are bigger than me think themselves as lucky because i certainly am not!
