[West Ender]

June, you know how many "firsts" there are after such a loss because, like me, you've experienced them. There's the first Christmas, the first birthday, the first anniversary, so many first times facing them alone. Grief is a very personal emotion and we all handle it in our own way.

You've got through that and now, after so long, there's suddenly this possibility of going to a place that made such a huge difference to your life. I can't tell you if you should go. It's a matter of what feels right for you and I think you should trust your instincts. There is no right or wrong decision to be made here, it's neither bad nor good whether you want to go or you don't. Going on this trip might help you or, on the other hand, it might not but don't be influenced by anyone else's opinion. No one else knows you like you know yourself and you will come to the right decision for you. What ever that decision is, you have my best wishes and my thoughts are with you.