Iv'e been going through a m.l c since i got wed at 21

Feel guilty about some things,but the missus has been very understanding & i love her more for it (or do i)

Had Areal blow out when i hit 30,12 months of sex,drugs & rock & roll,but eventually realised it was a repeat of 10 years or so earlier,except i had a young son at home & a reality check was needed.I looked liked i'd aged 10 years in 12 months

Does that make sense?Is that too much info,iv'e had a few
