Your not alone God has eaten my nuts too...
... love is powerful great love comes with great hate I've been crushed to death by my ex she still leaves me feeling guilty, ever since she left me she has drunk so much in 2 months I think her heart is gonna pack in, she doesn't eat last time i saw her she was nearly anarexic I blame myself for still being there for her.
The only thing I could do after standing by her side through everything we been through is walk away more of a man.
I guess all you can do is learn by the **** that is thrown at you and rebuild yourself making you stronger and wiser.
If God kicks you in the nuts, kick him back.
