[Stanaccy]

Thanks for putting that into words Less. I've been diagnosed as depressed for several years now, I have never attempted or contemplated "that act" but have many times thought about just continuing driving and running away, thinking how everyone would be better off if I just wasn't there.

I can not say why I don't but possibly my autopilot just brings me back every day. I know my wife and the children love me and me them but sometimesI can't help feeling that I am just a burden on them.

Yes I'm on antidepressants and it makes life a bit easier, but I can see how people can't face another day and have to take the ultimate action.