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thanks you lot, your all stars

what you where saying about feeling down mid cycle Grego....i'm like that perminantly, i havent had a period for 2 1/2 years due to my pcos, the doctor says its not a hormone thing but my dad seems to think it is, some days i go next door and just cry on his shoulder, he knows exactly whats wrong with me when i do that and he usually cracks a joke and starts acting stupid to cheer me up...my doctor has put it down to my mum dying when i was 15, he thinks i havent come to terms with it yet and havent grieved properly...16 years on, i have so much going around in my head that it sometimes feels like its going to explode