I'm sorry to hear that. I don't know you but feel for you nonetheless.
It's never happened to me personally although I do have friends that have gone through it so I don't know what to say really.
Chin up. Keep trying, it'll happen.
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Old aunts used to come up to me at weddings, poking me in the ribs, cackling and telling me
'You'll be next.' They stopped when I started doing the same to them at funerals.