[Margaret Pilkington]

Sincere condolences on your sad loss.
losing someone you love is always a trial......but you can be assured that you did your very best to make your Mum comfortable in those last days of her life........she was surrounded by love, but she was tired and life held no pleasure for her. It was her time...and those of you who are left have to accept that. Remember that while anyone is alive who remembers her, talks about her with love, then her essence is still with you.
You can't see your Mum, you can't hold your mum in the physical sense.....but you can hold her in your heart....see her in your dreams and remember her when she was whole and vibrant.
Be patient, it will get easier....but it takes time.
My thoughts are with you.
M x