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Thank you for all your kind words. It means alot.

I still can't come to terms with the fact that Mum has gone. Just can't believe it, and still expect her to ring me or for me to be able to go and see her. Can't explain it properly.

But I am getting signs from her that she is around me. I was having a tough time today, won't go into details, but I was very upset. I was driving, and a biker went past me, blaring out a song that you wouldn't expect a biker to be blaring out...........it was "Annies Song" my Mums favourite, and I knew then that Mum was with me, and things got better after that.