Just read about your loss forceten, Condolences to you and your family.
I know what it feels like to lose a loved one, but cant imagine what it is like to lose a mum.
When my brother died he had Angels (robbie williams) at his funeral, every time that come on it always reminds me of him and i like to think that its a sign that he is watching
and it still does after 7 years.
Time is a great healer, and it will get better..