[jaysay]

Well, I think everybody has one, their worst fear, mine is dying on my own. Living alone for most of the time and having had some very close shaves recently it really does bother me. Okay I have a 24 hour emergency call system in my flat, and can usually cope well with medical emergencies, but I certainly coudn't have coped with the one last August, I'm just thankful there was some one with me at the time and that the Paramedics were so very efficient as I was going into Hypoxia, another 5 minutes and I wouldn't have been around to tell the tale. When you see the Saturation metre reading 67% you know your have a big problem and the prospect of a repeat performance scares the hell out of me evey day