[emzy]

See, although the surgery i want is classed as cosmetic there are other reasons for me wanting it done, not just the cosmetic reason. Eventhough it does problems medically there is nothing I can do (am not going into too much detail) it does affect my confidence, self esteem etc and it is something that i find very upsetting and does get me down, make me cry etc. These are my reasons for wanting it done but I just cannot afford that kind of thing