[Doug]

Thank you for that folks, I appreciate your comments and at this particular time there more than welcome.

Pillock is a term I use to check myself at times. I tend to rush at things in my personal life without thinking of the consequences of my actions even when those actions are intended to help and support people of who cope less well with their grief or their personal difficulties.

I’m no angle, put then I am not a bad person. I’ve made mistake and errors of judgement like anyone else, but I have also done and or had to do things that aren’t that pleasant. Has Steph has already said, we have free will and we make our choices.

I’m not looking for support or gratitude, I want to try and repay some of my debt by being there for those that need somebody to talk to, our scream at. Regrettably it doesn’t always go well, good intentions an and all that. but that doesn’t mean that I or anyone else should stop being there for those that do benefit from having a friend.