[Gayle]

I've kept quiet on this but I have given some hard earned cash to various collectors and fund raisers. In fact, I currently owe someone £5 in sponsorship for their efforts.

But, I don't know if I want to pay it and I certainly don't want to offer any more money to anyone else with this all going on.

Clarity is one thing - but now is the not the time for it - do all this behind closed doors and raise the money that's needed. If I'm hesitating in paying up my sponsorship, then I'm sure that other people will be thinking the same and the money will never get raised.