[Doug]

Originally Posted by Steph

Well I hope you know doug that we are all here for you if you ever want to talk or just to shout at someone. I can't imagine what its like to lose a parent but i can offer sympathy. Thats probably not what you want but its there if you do. Theres always people around you, even when you're alone!

Hi Steph thanks for your thoughts they are appreciated. When you haven’t seen someone for a long before they die your left with questions that can’t be answered, you just live with it and move on. But you do tend to look back a lot and sometimes you see some of the errors you made in your life, some of these you can change, some you can’t. Probably the worse thing is you still make mistakes and usually it’s those close to you that end up hurt. This is not self pity as someone recently said, but life. We just need to pull our draws up and get on with it.



Talking even to loved ones isn’t always easy and sometime it can have a detrimental effect on friendships, but at the end of the day knowing that there are people out there who are kind and genuine in their thoughts for people gives peace of mind and comfort. For that and your thoughts and the thoughts of those like you should find good reward in this life.