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Originally Posted by jedimaster
there is a lot of sense there gary and believe me I do have new dreams and directions i amtrying to to go in, I'm just finding it damned hard to make them a reality. but nil desperandum as they say. Just got to get used to having good days and bad days as i'm sure you have had to.
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Hell, I bet it seems as if I'm some wise old sage, or attempting to be.
Nothing could be further from the truth.
I'm a fool, and my own worst enemy.
It is hard, never being able to plan things, Never knowing if it will be a good day, or not.
Try to appreciate, and make the most of the days you're able.
What I'm trying to accept is that I do give in.
I say no to doing things, because in the past I've always given 100% to whatever I've done, and now I can't.
I should accept this fact, and accept that if peope want me to do things, they already know I'll do what I can, even if it's not as much as I'd like to, or would have done in the past.