Well it seems like ages since I last wrote anything in this thing so here I am yet again, making my first entry since goodness knows when.
The reason I haven't really been on much is because these last few weeks have been hell. Im talking bottom of the pit kinda hell as well.............. not that im looking for symphathy or anything, but my life has these bouts regularly so you kinda get used to them. Feeling suicidal and out of my mind is the norm for me now......... has been for a long time and I sometimes wonder if it will ever be any different.
Saying that though, I am having a good spell at the moment, so fingers crossed....... life is ok and I can scooby, so what more can I ask for ?:???
The reason I haven't really been on much is because these last few weeks have been hell. Im talking bottom of the pit kinda hell as well.............. not that im looking for symphathy or anything, but my life has these bouts regularly so you kinda get used to them. Feeling suicidal and out of my mind is the norm for me now......... has been for a long time and I sometimes wonder if it will ever be any different.
Saying that though, I am having a good spell at the moment, so fingers crossed....... life is ok and I can scooby, so what more can I ask for ?:???
