When I read my last entry to myself it brought all those feelings back......and I remember feeling like I was on the bare back of a stallion that was charging headlong into the unknown......I knew that I wasn't in control.... in fact many a time I felt that I was barely clinging on. I would go off duty and heave a huge sigh of relief. Yet people used to think that I was very self assured and confident....whilst inside I was huge shivering mass of conflict and indecision.....all I can say was that I must have hidden it very well.
Bare back riding.
- Thread starter Margaret Pilkington
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