I haven't really slept since Saturday night. Eight hours max, and for the last two days I haven't slept a wink.
It's particularly upsetting as last week was the first time in eighteen months that I'd had a normal week's kip.
Yesterday was bad. My shaking was at it's worse, and I had to cancel something I'd arranged to do with a friend. I don't know what's upset the pattern again, except that when I went out at the weekend I did try to take my tablets at odd times so that I could have a drink.
I'm not going to get down about it though. Yesterday I didn't have the patience to speak to anybody. Mum cheered me up though. She came down after work with a dinner all plated up, ready to pop in the micro-wave. She was peeping in the window, afraid that if I was asleep the bell would wake me up.
Good job I saw her, otherwise the ducks and geese would have had a hot pot for their tea.
It's particularly upsetting as last week was the first time in eighteen months that I'd had a normal week's kip.
Yesterday was bad. My shaking was at it's worse, and I had to cancel something I'd arranged to do with a friend. I don't know what's upset the pattern again, except that when I went out at the weekend I did try to take my tablets at odd times so that I could have a drink.
I'm not going to get down about it though. Yesterday I didn't have the patience to speak to anybody. Mum cheered me up though. She came down after work with a dinner all plated up, ready to pop in the micro-wave. She was peeping in the window, afraid that if I was asleep the bell would wake me up.
Good job I saw her, otherwise the ducks and geese would have had a hot pot for their tea.
