[Tinkerbelle]

My first love was when I was 15 year old, he was 25 and the true gentleman that he was said there would be no relationship till I was of age. He turned up at my 16th birthday but I was seeing another lad by then and didn't want to be unfaithful and after all that the boyfriend turned out to be an absolute ******! After I'd finished with him I looked for this guy but he was in a relationship by then and by the time he had finished that relationship I was with my partner that I'm with now. I read it in the Accy Observer when he died a couple of years ago very early in life from a heart attack, after a short marriage to his new wife. I wouldn't change what I have now for anything but I often wonder how different things would have turned out had I not been seeing the ****** when I was 16.